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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Chill Pill


"For fast-acting relief, try slowing down." -Big B

I think I need a chill pill.  I've got a feeling that I am starting to annoy people I care about.  Maybe its because I am anxious to run, or just the fact that I miss my loved ones, but I should take some time out.  No one really calls me.  And when I call them it seems like I am interrupting something.  

 Today my physio told me I ask alot of questions.  Well, I just want to know how I can do all I can do while I am not there to take care of myself.  How ill I know if I don't ask?  I would love for people to think highly enough of me to ask me a question pertaining to their well-being.  

I think I just have small anxiety attacks or something.  Now that I think about it.  I'm gonna just chill out then. Everything well be fine.  Too much damn stress.  How am supposed to see 100 living like this?   I can feel the tension in my neck.  I have to release it somehow.  

1 comment:

joy-joy said...

things are going to happen whether you stress or not. I go rollerbladding at this park by the house and there is this cement bridge that has cracks all in it. i get nervous when i have to cross. i think i might fall so i slow all the way down but its hard because im always going fast. so i started going faster over it but i always get nervous im going to fall so the other day i said to myself before i crossed the bridge "stop stressing, if your going to fall ur going to fall. me stressing is not going to stop me from falling." so i picked up the pace and went over the bridge...I didnt fall!! so what im trying to say is Bayano relax and enjoy life. If you're going to fall you will fall. u thinking of it wont stop it from happening.
love joy-joy

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